narcoleptic

I think maybe I have become narcoleptic. I cannot seem to stay awake at work during the day. I even came home on my lunch hour today & took a nap, hoping that would help. Not so much. And then, once I got home from work, I sat down on the couch to watch some of my DVR'ed stuff and fell asleep again.

I fear I am going to HAVE to get my big fat butt in gear and lose this weight, as well as see the sleep specialist. ENT doc told me it was almost certain I had sleep apnea, but I haven't gone to get the sleep study because they're so expensive & it's a massive ordeal to get it approved for insurance.

But if I'm sleeping so poorly that I'm zonking out at work, and then again when I get home, obviously I have to do something.

Sucks. Oh well. At least I'm still alive, right? Can't really complain too much... alive, roof over head, food in fridge, gainful employment.... yeah, I'm pretty damn good overall :)