I desperately need to clean my house. That's what I plan to do with my weekend. I'm going to purge and pack and store and scrub. Doesn't that sound like loads of fun?
Seriously though, I think that finally removing every last bit of EJ's stuff out of this house will help me to move forward. Monday will mark one year since we split up, and I still have days where I feel like nothing is right with me anymore. If I can clean this place up and feel like I have accomplished something, I think I can allow myself to move towards the future. It's not like I sit around thinking that one day EJ and will magically fall back in love. HA!!! But I do have days when it's harder than others to cope with the pain and the loss that I still feel. Ten years is a LONG time to share every aspect of your life with someone. It doesn't all just disappear overnight.
So if anyone is bored and wants to come help me purge & scrub, I'd be thrilled to get the help. LOL..... like anyone would really volunteer. Ha.
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